I feel pretty weird because this year has actually been amazing so far and I’ve made really good friends and I feel happy like I’m finally figuring out this whole high school thing„, but this one friend of mine just constantly makes me feel terrible about all of this. she just keeps complaining about the fact that I have a new group of friends and gets mad at me like every two days.
I felt bad at first and kept saying sorry to her for making her upset, but I guess I’ve realized now that I don’t need to apologize for being happy and finding my niche. I don’t need her negativity in my life so I really hope all of this stops soon.
“perhaps it’s not particularly remarkable to watch streetlights and stars pass by in a blur over a best friend’s hands on a steering wheel, but we are young, and we are performing the act of youth, and i get the same rush of affection and life that i’ve had in the back seats of too-fast too-loud cars for years.”—post sweeps week @ paraffin guts
“I think once you’ve thought about how a person sleeps, how they’d feel pressed up against your back, or your head on their chest, how compatible your bodies would be in the same space of a bed — once you’ve thought about that, you’re fucked.”—All These Things You Wish You’d Say (via perfect)